Girl in Green.

9:21 PM

Posting song lyrics again... This time one of my favorite Church songs. :D

With no apparent beauty that man should Him desire
He was the promised savior to purify with fire
The world despised His plainness
But those who followed Him found love and light and purity
A beauty from within

Have you received His image in your countenance?
Does the light of Christ shine in your eyes?
Will He know you when He comes again because you will be like Him?
When He sees you will the Father know His child?

We seek for light and learning as followers of Christ
That all may see His goodness reflected in our lives
When we receive His fullness and lose desire for sin
We radiate His perfect love
A beauty from within

Have you received His image in your countenance?
Does the light of Christ shine in your eyes?
Will He know you when He comes again because you will be like Him?
When He sees you will the Father know His child?

The ways of man may tempt us
And some will be deceived
Preferring worldly beauty, forgetting truth received
But whisperings of the Spirit remind us once again
That lasting beauty, pure and clear
Must come from deep within

Have you received His image in your countenance?
Does the light of Christ shine in your eyes?
Will He know you when He comes again because you will be like Him?
When He sees you will the Father know His child?
By His everlasting image in your eyes.

So beautiful.

6:52 PM

Okay... My head is in the clouds. My mind is both full and empty at the same time. I sit poised at the computer... supposedly finishing my final paper for Eng 1. And yet no thoughts are playing on the stage of my seventeen-year-old mind.

My face is just as blank.

But I suppose I just want to share the lyrics of "Sarange Michyeoseo (Crazy in Love)" by Jisun.

Utgo sipeoseo, geunyang haneun marinde
Geudaen wae ireohge, nae mameur molla, jeongmal
Dajim haetneunde dasi sarange michyeoseo
Jidokhage nae maeumeur jwigo heundeuna bwayo
Geudae tteonan geu jari eseoseo, naneun ajig geudaeman bojyo
Neomu apeunde, eonje jjeum urin seoronami doelkka?

Gaseumi meomchujir anha, ibyeoreur malhagodo
Handongan sarang haetjanha, ajikkkaji geureondeuthande?
Apeumi gasijir anha, dasi myeoc beoneur chamabwado
Neo eoptneun haru haruga, neomu himideureo naege neoppuninde...

Mianhadan mar, jalgaran geu mal
Geudaen wae ireohge nae mameur apeugehanayo?
Dajim haetneunde dasi sarange michyeoseo
Jidokhage nae maeumeur jwigoheundeuna bwayo?
Geudae tteonan geu jari eseoseo, naneun ajig geudaeman bojyo
Neomu apeunde, eonje jjeum urin seoronami doelkka?

Gaseumi meomchujir anha, ibyeoreur malhagodo
Handongan sarang haetjanha, ajik kkaji geureondeuthande?
Apeumi gasijir anha, dasim yeocbeoneurchamabwado
Neo eoptneun haru haruga, neomu himideureo naege neoppuninde

Ama geudaen, ama geudaeneun mollayo,
Jogeumssig geudae gyeote seouneune opseojindaneungeol
Tto hanbeon neoreur segyeodo ; nae maeumi neomu baraeseo
Ijen saranghandaneun geumari jeom jeomdeo huimi haejyeoga

Apeumi gasijir anha, dasi myeoc beoneur chamabwado
Neo eoptneun haru haruga, neomu himideureo naege neoppuninde...

English Translation:

I just said it because I wanted to laugh
But why can't you understand how I feel
I vowed, but I am crazy in love again
It's so cruelly gripping my heart and shaking me

As I stand at the place where you left
I still only look at you
It hurts so, when will we
become strangers...

My heart doesn't stop
Even if we say goodbye, we still loved each other for a while
It still seems like that now
The pain doesn't wash away
No matter how many times I endure it
It's so hard to live day by day without you
you're my life...

Words like I'm sorry and goodbye
Why does it hurt my heart so
I vowed, but I am crazy in love again
It's so cruelly gripping my heart and shaking me

As I stand at the place where you left
I still only look at you
It hurts so, when will we
become strangers...

My heart doesn't stop
Even if we say goodbye, we still loved each other for a while
It still seems like that now
The pain doesn't wash away
No matter how many times I endure it
It's so hard to live day by day without you
you're my life...

Maybe you, maybe you don't know
the word "we" is slowly disappearing by your side
Even if I promise again, my heart is so worn out
That the word I love you
Is starting to fade away

The pain doesn't wash away
No matter how many times I endure it
It's so hard to live day by day without you
you're my life... My only one...

Very very... michyeoseo indeed.

Gotta murder that final paper... and then off to the greener fields of freedom. :D

6:07 PM

IPOD OR CAMERA.
- iPod. :D

LAPTOP OR CEL.PHONE.
- Hmmm... Laptop. :D

MOM OR DAD. --- DON'T ANSWER=))
- Hahaha... :)

SISTER OR BROTHER.
- Sister. :)) Depends. :D

MULTIPLY OR FACEBOOK.
- Hrnnnghh... Honestly, facebook. XD

INTERNET EXPLORER OR MOZILLA FIREFOX.
- Mozilla Firefox. Definitely!

HIGH HEELS OR FLATS.
- Flats. :D

YAHOO MESSENGER OR SKYPE.
- Wala pa kaming Skype, so I don't know.

SCHOOL OR SUMMER.
- Either. Summer can be really dull sometimes... Still, it's nice to be out of school... :D

SEAT WORKS OR HOME WORKS.
- Seatworks... because when I answer them, I'm really focused.

STRICT TEACHER OR MEAN BABY SISTER.
- Uhhh... the strict teacher...?

HOUSE OR CONDO.
- IDK. House?

SINGER OR DANCER.
- Singer! :D

ATENEO OR LA SALLE.
- Ateneo. :))

SURVEYS OR LAYOUTS.
- Surveys. :D

ICED TEA OR COKE.
- Coke. :)

PASTA OR PIZZA.
- Err... Pizza. :D

MCDO OR JOLLIBEE.
-McDo. :D

LAYS OR DORITOS.
- Lays. :D

LAKERS OR MAGIC.
- Ehhhh... I usually go for West teams, but... I'm not a Lakers fan.

VOLLEYBALL OR SOCCER.
- Soccerrrrr! :D

BASKETBALL OR TENNIS.
- Basketball. :D

BADMINTON OR NOTHING.
- Nothing! XD

HOTEL626 OR LIQUID GENERATION.
- Liquid generation... :)

ACOUSTIC GUITAR OR ELECTRIC GUITAR.
- Acoustic...?

Thanks to SurveyMonster!!! :D

12:53 PM

You wake up one morning to see that you are in your best friend`s body. You were shocked and ran to the kitchen.

mom: morning honey !
you: Uhh... morning, Mom?
mom: so, how was the party last night ?
you: What party?
mom: YOU KNOW ! The party at your best friend`s house !
you: Ohhh.... yeah, THAT party! (my best friend used me as an alibi!)
mom: Did you have a good time ?
you: Yes, sure.
mom: oh, why ?
you: Just did.
mom: alright. Hurry to school now ! You`re going to be late !

You hurried to school and when you arrived, YOU SEE YOUR BEST FRIEND IN YOUR BODY !

best friend: WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED ?
you: I don't know...
best friend: WHAT DO YOU MEAN ?
you: I have no idea WHY and HOW this happened!!!
best friend: same with me ! I just woke up this morning and I was in YOUR room.
you: Yeah, your room was so messy.
best friend: no offense, but your mom is creepy :|
you: Your mom asks too many questions. :|
best friend: whatever. I know that. Let`s get to class.

You went to class. Your teacher gave a pop quiz. You scored an A+ but your best friend scored you a B-. You got upset and talked to your best friend after the bell rang.

best friend: woahh. what happened to you ?
you: What do you mean, what happened to me?! That quiz was so easy and you gave me a B-?!?
best friend: sorry. I didn`t know that your grades mattered too much.
you: Come on, you're smarter than I am. XD
best friend: alright ! alright ! I`m sorry !
you: I'm sorry too. Score me an A++++ next time. :))

The day passed and you went to your best friend`s house [your real house]

real mom: Hi there, Lora !
you: Hello Mo--
real mom: Meggie is upstairs.
you: *I'm down here.*

You slept over. You woke up and saw that you are in your real body again.

Thanks to Survey Monster. CLICKERR !

10:57 AM

Oh yes. Haven't written something like that in a long, long time. :D

So what's up with me? Yeah, you won't really know much by reading the surveys I answer.

Today is September 4th. In exactly one week, I'm turning SEVENTEEN (oh why do I still feel so old?!?). Weird. This year I kind of think that the excitement is less; something is not in place. Maybe something is missing. :(

So... I have been a college student for about three months now. There are really a lot of new things... (maybe change is the right word). Good ones, maybe?!

Hmmm. What good changes? Maybe the social connections. I see how small the world is. :))

What? Oh, yeah. I had my hair done. :))

But then, something is bad, though. Ayan, kain ng kain. Kaya tumaba lalo. :))

Urghhhh. There are just so many things popping in my head that I cannot sort them or arrange them into chronological order.

Maybe, just comment and post questions you'd like to ask me and I'll answer in my next post.

Love y'all.

- Meggie

11:16 AM

1.Do you like to talk a lot?
- Depends. :D

2. Do you love anyone now?
- Of course. :))

3. Do you hate being scolded in
public?
- Of course. :))

4. Do you hate school?
- Sometimes. :D

5. Do you hate yourself?
- Not really.

6. Do you find yourself cute?
- Err... sometimes? :))

7. Do you feel like having a gf / bf
right now?
- Eh?

8. Do you smoke or drink?
- Never...

9. Do you like your teachers?
- Some of them.

10. Do you take drugs?
- Prescribed?

11. Do you like going to the movies?
- Well, yeah, because they are rare opportunities. :)

Where's number 12?

13. Do you prefer calling? Or SMS?
- Messaging.

14. Do you eat every morning?
- Yes. :D

15. Do you go online everyday?
- As much as possible. :D

16. Do you want to cry now?
- No. :D

17. What are you doing now?
- Waiting. :D

18. What are you thinking of now?
- My life.

19. What are you listening to now?
Wala. Fail headphones. :|

20. Who was the last person who sent
you a message?
- My sister. :)

21. Last time you got lonely?
- I can't remember.

22. Last time someone made you happy?
- This morning. :D

23. Are you angry at someone?
- No. :D

24. Guitar or drums?
- Neither... :|

25. Do you love the people who make
you happy?
- Of course. :D

26. Do you believe in those people?
- Yes. :D

27. What is your target for this year?
- Finish the Young Women Camp program. :D

28. Do you rather shop alone or with
people?
- Depends. Usually, alone. :)

29. Who do you hate now?
- Wala naman. :D

30. Who are your best friends?
- Bespren, Twinsie... :D

31. Who are you missing now?
- Mama.

32. How are you feeling now?
- Bien, gracias. Y tu? :D

33. What can you say about your ex-bf?
- I don't have one.

34. Are you single or taken?
- Double. Mataba ako eh. :))))))))))))))

35. If you are single, are you enjoying
it?
- Double eh. Twice the size of single. :))

36. Do you think your ex really loved
you?
- Walaaaa.

37. Message to your enemy?
- "Kyaa~!"

38. The most important thing in a
relationship?
- Loyalty, love. :D

39. Say something about alcoholism?
- It's senseless.

40. Any advice to a friend you know
who has a problem?
- Overcome your fears. :D

41. What can you say about "HATERS"?
- Hmmm... I admit, I tend to dislike people sometimes. But, think about this: does saying bad things about a person make you any better?

42. Name a person you like to see
everyday.
- :D

43. You're in love with that person?
- Yes? :D

44. Last tough question you answered?
- I don't know. :))

45. What did you answer?
- You ask too many questions. :))

46. Do you have a lot of pic in your
friendster?
- Not so much.

47. Favorite place?
- Home. :D

12:46 PM

Tagged sa Facebook. Dito ko na lang ipopost. Grab if ya like. :D

1. What time did you get up this morning?
- 4:30 AM

2. How do you like your steak?
- Not burnt, with lots of gravy. (Tsk tsk. :)))

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
- I do not remember. :((

4. What is your favorite TV show?
- Survivor and SpongeBob SquarePants. :))

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
- UT, AZ, or LA... or Japan or Singapore or South Korea? :D

6. What did you have for breakfast?
- Fried egg. Rice. Lemonade. Medicine. :))

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
- Chicken and/or veggies. :D

8. What foods do you dislike?
- Liver. :(

9. Favorite Place to eat?
- Mai Tang Lao. (Otherwise known as McDo.) :D

10. Favorite dressing?
- I don't know.

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
- Bike. :))

12. What are your favorite clothes?
- Shirt and nice comfy shorts. :)

13.Where would you visit if you had the chance?
- Japan, SK, HK, Russia. :D

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
- Both.

15. Where would you want to retire?
- Where my family and relatives are. :D

16. Favorite time of day?
- When I get home from school. :D

17. Where were you born?
- Sta. Mesa, Manila. :D

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
- Basketball. :D

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
- Er...

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
- IDK.

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
- Curls. :D

22. Bird watcher?
- Not really.

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
- Depends. :D

24. Do you have any pets?
- Not currently. :((

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
- Hmmm. That I wrote a "How to be hated by your classmates" essay for Eng 1? :))

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
- Lawyer. :))

27. What is your best childhood memory?
- When my American cousins came to this country. I was six then. :))

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
- Dog person. :D

29. Are you married?
- Not yet. :D

30. Always wear your seat belt?
- Yes. Good girl. :D

31. Been in a car accident?
- Yeah...

33. Favorite pizza toppings?
- Cheeeeeeeese. :D

34. Favorite flower?
- Hmmm... rose?

35. Favorite ice cream?
- DQ Blizzard. :D

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
- Mai Tang Lao. :D

38. From whom did you get your last email?
- Mulitply? :))

39. Which store would you choose to max out your card?
- Fully Booked, Powerbooks, or TK. :))

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
- IDK.

41. Like your job?
- To study? Kind of. :))

42. Broccoli?
- Yeah!!! :D

43. What was your favorite vacation?
- The one where we went to the Waterfront.

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
- Can't remember.

45. What are you listening to right now?
- Fearless by Taylor Swift. (Remembers a certain date in my life. :D)

46. What is your favorite color?
- Apple green. :D

47. How many tattoos do you have?
- None!

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
- Wala ata. :))

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
-4:44 PM!

50. Coffee drinker?
- Nah.

11:57 AM

Yes. Dahil wala akong magawa at this moment (waiting for 5pm to go to Katips and eat dinner then attend my class at Insti), naisip ko na pumunta dito sa SC at mag-internet. :D

Hanggang 5 pm ako dito... :D waiting for something? :))

Maybe. :D

Crossing my fingers. Sana, sana, bago pa mag-5pm....

8:43 AM

[ Pop!GoesMySurveys ]

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
- Yes.

Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you?
- Not at the moment.

Is it hard to make you smile?
- No. :))

Are you starting to realize anything?
- Yes. My cold is worsening. :))

What's one thing someone always tell you?
- "Bakit lagi kang nakangiti?" :))

One thing you're looking forward to?
- My birthday? :D

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
- Hmmm... maybe two or three people...

Could you date someone shorter than you?
- Yes, pero mahirap yun. :))

Who is your favorite cartoon character?
- SpongeBob. :D

Is there someone you'd wait forever for?
- Ah yes. :D

What do you usually order from starbucks?
- Strawberries and Cream Fraaaap. :D

What would you do if a stranger came up to you and said you are the most attractive person they have seen?
- Narrow eyes and say... "How much were you paid to tell me that?" :|

Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
- I do not remember. :((

Why did you cry the last time you did?
- Uhhh... sharing someone else's pain. :((

Did you cry at all today?
- No.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
- Mama.

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
- "My throat hurts."

Do you have a best friend to lean on?
- I think so. :D

Is there any drink that you absolutely MUST drink cold?
- Hmmmmm. Supposedly served cold drinks.

If you're being extremely quiet what does it mean?
- I'm trying to hide my panic. Or lost in outer space.

Are you afraid of roller coasters?
- Yes. (~_~)

What was the last thing you ate?
- Sour candy.

How was last night?
- Errr... fine.

Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever?
- Hmm? Families can be... together forever. :)

Which is better sunrise or sunset?
- Hmm... sunrise is a wonderful thing... Yet what follows sunset is equally beautiful. I don't know. :D

What were you doing at 12 o'clock last night?
- Zzzzz. :D

How long until your next birthday?
- 3 weeks. :))

Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
- "Good afternoon, Sir. Pizza Hut Delivery..."

Do you have any friends who act like they dont know you in public?
- Hahah!!! Maybe. :))